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SARAH'S SCRIBBLINGS

July 22, 1999
10:00 a.m.

job rambling and things to do

It's 10:00 AM and I'm already overwhelmed. I've been up for two hours. I talked to rehab lady and she is sooooooo intimidating. I'm so tired of feeling like I have to justify wanting to have a decent career and why I can't make up my mind. She just sat there while I tried to explain how I had changed directions when people put blocks in my way. Wouldn't anyone change their goal when what they were doing feels hopeless? I have this appointment for next week. Part of me is upset that I even made it. Should've just let them close the case. I need adaptive tech to do most jobs. Employers aren't going to hire if I don't have the means to do the job, but she won't provide tech unless I'm hired. She said as much.

Then I talked to a lawyer about the Cincinnati case. I have to get an Ohio lawyer because the act occurred in Ohio. I suppose I could wimp out and just file with Ohio Civil Rights Commission. But I want compensation. Is that wrong? I want compensation because this was my road to independence and that ugly woman took it away.

My head is swimming, and it's gonna be a looooooong day. Have a lunch appointment, then have to get some homework done, no two ways about it. Then have therapy.

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