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I finally have to say this, and I hate even thinking it. Lord, I just want to know if Vicki is with You. Tell me You wouldn't send someone away from You for taking her own life. Please, just tell me she is okay. I don't want her to suffer now, because of my own feelings or from separation from You. Unless I am very wrong, You were all she ever wanted, and You were all she had that was stable.
Please reward her for that. I know Your salvation is through Your grace and not her works. Please take her into Your arms.
And please help me to let go. Help me to trust her to You. I want a resolution. I hate it that I didn't make that phone call!
I want Vicki to be with You. Maybe I couldn't bear it if I knew she wasn't there, but I sure wish I knew. This never made such an impression on me until now. PLEASE let her be with you.
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