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Okay, I'm back. Lots of things on my mind, too.
One is how will I tell my parents? Will they believe? Or will they be skeptical? This is hard enough for me to believe, and I am seeing it, literally. I AM skeptical... Will they marvel with me? Or will they laugh at me? I need someone to marvel with me.
Is this selfish? Am I too dependent on what I can see? Do I depend on the "real" to show me the "unreal?" If I saw You, would I really recognize and believe You?
How do I deal with this in terms of everyone else who desires healing? Is it truly a need for complete faith? I couldn't tell them that. It would kill most of them. It almost killed me. Somehow, I can't believe You are that kind of God.
I do want complete healing, Lord.. More than that, I want to trust in You no matter what, to praise You no matter what. Please help me to do so.
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