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You have called me to the ministry, and I cannot afford to hold on to anything that hinders that ministry. I want to follow you. I want to serve You completely. I want to serve only You. In my spirit I want this. But my flesh is weak, Father. In my flesh I am hurting, empty.
Forgive me for walking away from You, for not answering Your call all these years. I want to answer it now, and I know that my physical desire can be a stumbling block. I know You know my heart. I don't know how to yield it to You actively, but I do ask You to take it and be Lord of my desires.
I repent from my anxiousness. I choose to have my hopes in You; for nothing is impossible with You.
Like water spilled on the ground, which cannot be recovered, so we must die. But God does not take away life; instead, he devises ways so that a banished person may not remain estranged from him. (2 Samuel 14:14)
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