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SARAH'S SCRIBBLINGS

August 5, 2003
5:46 p.m.

depressed about lack of job

I thought I was going to come here and have a job, a real job. I was even told I would be high up on the list for consideration if a writing position opened. It was a lie. I don't have a job and I won't be getting one. The requirements were changed and I no longer qualify for the job. Christy's going to school and then there will be more work for her. I thought I would have friends here and a church. But church is out too. They don't really want me there. Even when I'm welcome to go and sing they are distant. I could find things to amuse myself--go clean the kitchen, etc. But why? So I can just survive another day sitting around like a bum? Why am I even here?

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