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Lunch with Elaine was beautiful. I could spend a week with her, and I doubt everything would be said.
Three years ago, Elaine found Jerry, my former boss, dead in his home. He usually called her every night, and she was on her way home from vacation the day he died. She found him the next morning. This was very traumatic for her. I don't think she has told many people about it, and I am glad I can be a friend to her.
We also talked about Vicki. The day I found out about her death, I heard Vicki speak to me. Right after I told my dad and started crying, she said, "It's okay, Sarah. Marty killed me." Later I dreamed that Marty was yelling at me and said she killed herself. When the police report came out, I dismissed it all as a goof of the brain and tried to accept Vicki's death as a suicide. But certain things didn't fit.
Elaine finally said, "Someone like that would not take her own life."
I have to forgive Marty for ALL the pain he caused Vicki. I would like to know what happened for my own peace.
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