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Thanks for visiting my diary. I've been journaling since 1984 and have chosen to share some of my entries online. They are not all positive thoughts, but I hope that reading them might be a blessing to someone who needs encouragement.
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I didn't want to come to church this morning. I've been feeling so out of place! Sometimes I feel like I've deteriorated so much that all people expect from me is deterioration. But I know that You can heal me and revive me beyond anyone's expectations if I will only do the things You tell me to do.
One of the things I have to do is to wait on You. "They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength." When I wait for someone to meet me, I expect him to come and to keep his promise. Why should I do any less with You? You have promised so many things! Why shouldn't I expect You to keep Your promises? Why should I have doubts?
My anger is because of unforgiveness. I put Your children on a pedestal. I expected them to accept me because they are Your children, and I have been angry because they did not. Forgive me for my anger, Lord, and forgive them for the hurt they don't know they cause.
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