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Marty called this morning and told me that Vicki died. "She just died." No cause or anything. It doesn't make sense.
Right now my desire is for information, true verifiable information. I am not comfortable accepting what Marty has said. I am not comfortable with my feelings about him. Marty said, "She just died," when I asked what happened.
A lot of questions come to my mind. Why didn't she call me this week? If she went home, why didn't she tell me? If this is a game, why is Marty doing this? I'm afraid. What if Marty killed her? I don't want to think that way, but I can't help it. That fear is growing in my mind. I don't know why. I would not put it past him as far as I could throw my bathtub! Please forgive me for judging.
Mostly right now I want information, like I was saying in the beginning of this letter. I would really like to talk to Scott. Please direct me in this.
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