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Thanks for visiting my diary. I've been journaling since 1984 and have chosen to share some of my entries online. They are not all positive thoughts, but I hope that reading them might be a blessing to someone who needs encouragement.
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I don't even know where to start. I'm too tired to start from the beginning. Right now I would just like to be able to sleep a refreshing sleep, to not have dreams about Angi dying. I've had these before, I remember. It started about the middle of my senior year in high school. I think I dreamed a couple of times about my friends being in the hospital and dying and no one telling me for two days. (This is almost exactly what happened with Vicki, and I REALLY WANTED TO TALK TO HER! I knew my phone bill was high, though, and I was trying to wait until it was lower.)
I dreamed a lot about my parents and Lynda and Granny and Gramps going out and leaving me at home and being in a car accident. Last night it was Angi. The only reason I knew it wasn't real was the setting.
I was setting up this meeting room. My mom was getting a phone call. Just before the meeting. She told me it was a girl from Anderson telling her that Angi had died. The ONLY thing that assured me that it wasn't real was that Nathan was there.
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