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Lord, I feel so out of place, like an extra puzzle piece. Everywhere I go it's the same. Always taking, always being an inspiration to look at, but never to touch. Never to really know. Never giving anything directly. My heart has been broken, but it is not useful because the rest of me is a barrier. Is all it takes really just a heart? If that's all, then there must be something wrong with mine.
I wish I could talk to just one person about this, but everyone I know is either too busy or would feel guilty. All I want is one place to give something, to put myself in, that is not selfish. What is blocking me from hearing from You, from receiving Your comfort. I wish Your grace was enough to sustain me and Your salvation was enough to give me joy. Then I wouldn't hurt so much. I am tired of beginnings of something great. Where are the great things?
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