December 29, 1998 - thoughts about blessings
December 28, 1998 - more about disturbing emotions
December 27, 1998 - disturbing emotions
December 25, 1998 - the year in review
December 24, 1998 - having my moment
December 23, 1998 - thoughts about initial success and sight restoration
December 22, 1998 - trying to explain my hopes to the doctor
December 21, 1998 - home alone after surgery
December 20, 1998 - home from surgery
December 16, 1998 - What creates independence?
December 15, 1998 - What creates dependency?
December 14, 1998 - reactions to blindness in social situations
December 11, 1998 - thoughts on blindness and self-esteem
December 9, 1998 - a neat teaching experience
December 9, 1998 - the experience of vision loss
December 8, 1998 - memories of seeing and fear of vision loss
December 4, 1998 - trying to describe sight
December 2, 1998 - exploring feelings about vision loss
December 1, 1998 - Where to go in the journal from here?
November 30, 1998 - surgery rescheduled
November 29, 1998 - vision regained and lost and decisions to make
November 28, 1998 - history of vision loss
November 24, 1998 - thoughts on asking for healing vs. selfishness
November 19, 1998 - background for surgery journal
November 18, 1998 - introducing the surgery journal
November 16, 1998 - Am I playing God?
November 2, 1998 - Is sin "genetic?"
October 15, 1998 - meeting with rehab counselor
October 8, 1998 - lies I believe about God and healing and myself
October 4, 1998 - Made in the image of God...
September 30, 1998 - thoughts about trusting God and desires
September 26, 1998 - what to do with depression
September 11, 1998 - thoughts on addictions
September 9, 1998 - church frustration
September 1, 1989 - thoughts after reading a book
August 25, 1998 - moved into the new house
August 22, 1998 - praying for healing of illnesses
August 21, 1998 - what God says to me
August 18, 1998 - selfish prayer
July 26, 1998 - untreated emotional injuries
July 16, 1998 - trying to get settled in with Medicaid and rehab
June 24, 1998 - still more SSI problems
June 18, 1998 - more SSI problems
June 17, 1998 - Social Security problems
June 15, 1998 - What can I learn from the woman with the hemorrhage?
June 15, 1998 - thoughts on selfish ambition
May 21, 1998 - whining about what I want
May 20, 1998 - improvement in my attitude
May 10, 1998 - about my anger
May 7, 1998 - misc Bible study thoughts
May 6, 1998 - update on my eyes
May 4, 1998 - sorting through thoughts about vision loss
May 1, 1998 - recent vision loss
May 1, 1998 - things to ponder
April 21, 1998 - feeling inadequate
April 20, 1998 - rambling about songwriting
April 13, 1998 - changes since moving home
February 12, 1998 - frustration with my life and parents' plans
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