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December 25, 1999 - eye update

December 18, 1999 - eye trouble

December 7, 1999 - update on hearing for family of blind children

November 17, 1999 - hearing test and starting new psychotherapy

November 16, 1999 - medical stuff

November 11, 1999 - a neat eye report

October 25, 1999 - frustration after bringing Dori home

October 24, 1999 - thoughts on being called to the ministry

October 15, 1999 - home from dog school and a regular school update

September 24, 1999 - last-minute frustration

September 12, 1999 - God understands me.

august 30, 1999 - update on stuff

August 22, 1999 - what's going on lately

July 27, 1999 - feelings about life and a talk with Mom

July 22, 1999 - job rambling and things to do

July 13, 1999 - eye update

July 8, 1999 - eye trouble

July 5, 1999 - yet more job ramblings

July 5, 1999 - more job rambling

June 22, 1999 - thoughts about homework and Daniel

June 22, 1999 - job frustration and a homework vent

June 16, 1999 - eye report and more job thoughts

June 15, 1999 - more thoughts on the job

June 12, 1999 - thoughts on self-acceptance, codependency, and my circumstances

June 12, 1999 - update on job--or lack thereof

June 10, 1999 - very negative thoughts

June 7, 1999 - thoughts about God and my emotions

June 4, 1999 - notes from a sermon on commitment to Christ

May 25, 1999 - abandonment, loss, and anger

May 24, 1999 - first grade on homework and report on job interview

May 23, 1999 - getting ready for job interview

May 22, 1999 - confusion about healing again

May 19, 1999 - how to release anger

May 17, 1999 - interesting homework

May 16, 1999 - goings on and plans

May 6, 1999 - taking responsibility for feelings

May 4, 1999 - more on freedom in Christ

May 4, 1999 - Dad and prematurity stuff

May 4, 1999 - God protects and understands

May 4, 1999 - about rehab

May 3, 1999 - something that caught my attention

May 2, 1999 - thoughts on freedom in Christ

May 1, 1999 - a conversation with God

April 29, 1999 - more thoughts on the Eugenia Price book

April 28, 1999 - what I want vs. what I need

April 26, 1999 - whining prayer about getting closer to God

April 24, 1999 - very busy day

April 22, 1999 - a strange but comforting dream

April 14, 1999 - thoughts about church and faith

April 8, 1999 - defining religious abuse

April 7, 1999 - mood troubles again

April 6, 1999 - hurting prayer

April 6, 1999 - religion and abuse

April 5, 1999 - trouble in therapy

April 4, 1999 - a dream and grief

April 3, 1999 - thoughts on boundaries and friendships

March 29, 1999 - update on job stuff and therapy

March 28, 1999 - something I learned about God and emotional healing

March 26, 1999 - eye doctor frustration

March 24, 1999 - end of day recap and insomnia

March 24, 1999 - job possibilities and mood stuff

March 24, 1999 - the effect of music on the brain

March 23, 1999 - rambling about music ministry

March 23, 1999 - frustrating day

March 22, 1999 - what's going on this week

March 21, 1999 - whining about my circumstances

March 17, 1999 - bad experience at the eye doctor

March 15, 1999 - thoughts on being a Christian and having emotional trouble

March 1, 1999 - deep writing while on a vacation

February 28, 1999 - first day of a good trip

February 2, 1999 - thoughts about going to the doctor and independence

February 1, 1999 - the need for fellowship

January 26, 1999 - day's accomplishments

January 25, 1999 - planning to go back to therapy

January 25, 1999 - about friendships

January 25, 1999 - frustration with circumstances

January 14, 1999 - what to do with life now

January 11, 1999 - update on disturbing emotions

January 11, 1999 - the healing that lasts

January 4, 1999 - seeing new things

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